wow i havent wrote in here in a really long time... well any who i have been doin pretty well what about yall? i ruined a really good relationship though which is pretty sad its so confusinng i didnt trust a good friend and i let that get in the way which i should of but i did and i hell regret it cuz i still like him and everything but i ono.. and everyone was all why are you goin out with him and they were so pissed at me i didnt wanna deal with that anymore but i should of played it bye heart and not bye what everyone else said but i did. im doin ok in school but no matter how hard i try i just cant pass science its so difficult and i study and do my hw i ono i think im doin so well but there ma grade is a "F" what the hell? so what is everyone doin on halloween? i ono yet but im excited and i  cant wiat till homecomming!! ok well imma go bye!

always monio

as i lay in my bed

and look out the window

into the stary night

not one single light in sight

the thought of you and me

races through my mind

i remember the night you were

hugging and kissing me and

holding me tight you told me

you loved me and we would be

together for life

as barley a mounth passes

the kisses come to blowing

and the hugs to mugs

your boys walk by

actin as if they dont even know me

but givin an eye so striking so strong

i feel like cupid gave me a bad

aarow right through the arm

as the preasure soon comes

and i begin to back down

there you are to catch ma fall

and as i soon realize as i

look in to your eyes

i need and want you

i cant live without

      this guy

Sometimes i wonder

Sometimes i think

how the world would be

if there was no me

Sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

how you would survive

knowing what you did to me

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

why you were such a hater

to me and only me

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

if the ridicule would change

if you didnt just focus on me

sometimes i wonder

some times i think

what i could of done

for you to hate me

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

if i were just pretty

you couldnt stop to blink

somtimes i wonder

sometimes i think

if i wasent so deformed

would you learn to like me

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

how you would feel

if i was gone forever

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

how you would be

if you knew the real me

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

if you were to let me be

if i would still be

sometimes i wonder

sometimes i think

if there was just me

how would you or i be